Before and After – Mikhaila Through the Ages

By Mikhaila

Here goes.

I’ve had a number of people comment, “Hey where’s your scar, that’s not a real pic of you,” or, “This isn’t Jordan’s daughter, she doesn’t have scars”, orrrrr “this diet can’t be that good, you looked good before, (or better)”.

A) Most of my Instagram pics are from after I went low carb. So yeah they look pretty good. Thank you.

B) The bikini pics are pre-baby, and low carb, so yeah, they’re going to look pretty good. Thank you.

Anyway. Perhaps these rather irritating people have a point. So here are some pictures that I don’t like, I have never liked, but do show what kind of changes my body went through when I went low carb and then carnivore. My Instagram posts are mostly from after I went low carb. So there are no photos I don’t like there. Obviously.

And I don’t have any “before” photos. 

There was never a point in my life where I stood in front of a camera and took a picture of my body because I thought it would change. I wasn’t thinking, “Hey maybe I should take a before pic as I will cure my crippling depression and autoimmune disorder. Now seems like a good time.”

I have scrounged around on my best friends Facebook and found what I have found. All untagged photos that I didn’t like, but showed what happened to my body when I went to university and survived off of beer, pizza, pierogies, and ichiban.

Here I am before shit hit the fan (the first time) – a month before they told me I might need a hip replacement (August 2008):

And here are some surgical pics to get that out of the way. My scars are healed now obviously. It’s almost been a decade (these photos are from 2009). They’re not obvious in photos because they’re not obvious anymore. My ankle scar was horrid for the first 4 years but now it’s faded:

My hip scar right after surgery.
My hip x-ray post-surgery.
My hip scar now (2018).
What an MRI looked like pre-surgery.
What my ankle looked like on an x-ray pre- surgery  (age 17 no cartilage in between the joint).
My beautiful but swollen ankle before surgery.
The next time I saw my ankle. Yes, I was terrified.
My ankle x-ray post-surgery.
My ankle scar now (2018). With some very chipped nail polish.

Here are pics of a skinny post-surgery teenager (2011 summer):

Weight wasn’t my issue then. I had just had surgery and lost a bunch of weight. I was skinny. I was still sick.
Swollen eyes in this pic. It shows a good before pic for the following university pictures.

And then university happened (late 2011- early 2012):

Then there was a LOT of the above (2012).
And a lot of the above (2012).

Here are some pics of me after I gained 30 pounds in the year after the above pics (2012 winter-2013 spring). This was just before my skin really freaked out:

Gallons of beer consumed nightly. Joining me is my wonderful best friend Rebecca Connors.

I dropped out after year 2 (2013) due to serious mental health issues, came home and upped my meat intake and lowered my noodle intake. I lost about 10 pounds after that and felt quite a bit better emotionally. Something to be said for not surviving off of beer and pizza. Some of my Instagrams are from then. This is when my skin really started to freak out. For pics of that go HERE. There were times in between with skin that wasn’t clear but was coverable with makeup. Those are the ones on my Instagram.

https://www.instagram.com/p/fOQhDLJFNa/?hl=en&taken-by=mikhailapeterson

The rest (and all the bloating) came off when I went low carb (old bikini pics are from then):

https://www.instagram.com/p/_s9Ma6pFLq/?hl=en&taken-by=mikhailapeterson

The above photo was 2 months after the original elimination diet.

https://www.instagram.com/p/BJoUAZgjfdG/?hl=en&taken-by=mikhailapeterson

The above was a year after the elimination diet.

And after the pregnancy, my pics are from my carnivore days:

https://www.instagram.com/p/BiiZbqJnvVS/?hl=en&taken-by=mikhailapeterson

Now I can just link to this article when that person comments “where’s your scar” as if they have uncovered a conspiracy theory. Or “perhaps this isn’t Jordan’s daughter” or “your body never changed”. I was fortunate to figure out my issues before I seriously gained a lot of weight. But gaining 30 pounds in a year is serious enough. Not to mention the crippling depression and arthritis and fatigue and skin issues and itching.

For the most part, of course, people have been wonderful. And this was probably a necessary post. Thanks for the support! Hope this helps some people.

 

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65 Comments

  1. From writer of When Harry Met Sally and many more novels, Nora Ephron: “Oh, how I regret not having worn my bikini for the entire year I was 26. If anyone young is reading this, go, put in a bikini, and don’t take it off until you’re 34.” And hey why stop at 34!

    1. The same goes for men. Wear a Speedo! After the self-conscious phase wears off, it’s simply awesome. It’s like being able to lounge around in public – legally – in your undies. Toss in the occasional gluten-free beer, and life is good. ?

  2. Awww. I’m really sorry that you had to prove anything. I hate it when I have to do that because I’ve never seen any advantage in not telling the truth. But yeah there are always those who think you’re scamming or trying to appear to be someone you’re not. And of course they don’t know you and maybe think you’re like them. Whatever, just the way it is. Thankfully they are the minority (I hope).
    Love to you.

  3. You are an inspiration to all of us. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences, you will never know how much it truly helped some of us!

  4. Thank you so much for sharing. I cannot afford a sensitivity test right now with peace of mind, but when I can I will give it a shot. Meanwhile ill give the elimination diet a try. I wish I had come across this when I was younger, but better late than never. Hope its helpful for me and my family too.

  5. Thanks so much sharing. Just came back from a friend’s place where he said food allergies are just a fad. Suggesting it was also just in our heads. “Everything in moderation mantra, life’s got to be lived”. So tired of hearing that! Can link your article now but I don’t think they want to know…sigh

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